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Snowrafia Silvertrim
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...will go to or what clothes i buy? Shes really controlling. She lets my friends stay at my house and lets me go out with my friends - which I appreciate - but whenever I have money, she makes mespend it on clothes that she chooses for me. I enjoy reading and if I stay in to read on a weekend, she goes mad at me for being antisocial. I love school and I am achieving good grades. I hate having to go home. My mom and my sister also act digustingly by burping and 'breaking wind' freely. I know its not a big deal, but its disgusting. They just laugh about it. My mom never listens to me when I site her down to tell her how I feel.
I also want to go back to ballet lessons and I have money to go. I also have found lessons nearby so she doesn't have to drive me there. My friend also wanted to start and her mom is letting her.
All my friends are suprised that I dont get to choose what 6th form/college to go to, or what Uni to go to, or what career I want.
Sometimes I feel like commiting suicide because it gets that bad.
She keeps telling me that she doesn't want me to make mistakes but I want to live my own life and make my own mistakes. I don't want my life to be controlled anymore. I want to voice my own opinions and make my own decisions. (Also, she decides my opinions)
I also want to go back to ballet lessons and I have money to go. I also have found lessons nearby so she doesn't have to drive me there. My friend also wanted to start and her mom is letting her.
All my friends are suprised that I dont get to choose what 6th form/college to go to, or what Uni to go to, or what career I want.
Sometimes I feel like commiting suicide because it gets that bad.
She keeps telling me that she doesn't want me to make mistakes but I want to live my own life and make my own mistakes. I don't want my life to be controlled anymore. I want to voice my own opinions and make my own decisions. (Also, she decides my opinions)