so are you saying I should post the server info? ive gotten alot of pms about it...
I understand your point, but the way you put it, looks like you are envious of other people.
In my case, I used to have a newsgroups subscription (simplyusenet), but then I found out my ISP offers me a quite capped but free one to astraweb (2 connections, max 120kb/s DL), plus just4today for the 0-day needs, and I thought: well, I have my immediate needs solved, and the older ones I'll just have to wait a little longer, but that's ok, they'll eventually arrive to the HDDs. Besides a couple of things snatched from Hdbits and BCG, I've been out of torrenting for around an year.
About disclosing your "secret", I guess if I were on your shoes it would depend of a couple of factors. First, how hard was it to find and second, what are my personal expectations on how long will it last.
I won't deny it, I'm as curious as everyone else here, but it in the end, it's your call, and whatever you decide to do, there's a valid reason to sustain that judgement.