VigilentVirgo ?/?/?
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when will i have some new social life, a change of my lifestyle and not treated like i'm cinderella? i dont have real friends (been used before by ppl but walked away now) to have a social life with, ppl used me to do stuff and even my own family always asks me to do things for them..i just want my new change of life...when will this happen?
I'm trying to adjust myself, by looking for a hobby to do, trying to make more new better friends and making a huge change. Past years i've just been studying, looking after my brother while my mum and sister enjoy their social life. I want some of that too but no instead i have to think about marriage, being a bloody sister and daughter in law and a wife to some dick who i wont love or care for. I know i've reached that age but i cannot even afford to miss the things i should do at 23 and enjoy my life, making it worth living for. I love to get married but just not this soon. i've spoken to my mum whole loads times about this before. she keeps initiaties or gives out signs. Like this is what she wants but never ever ask what i want, ever. it's like forcing me to do something i dont wanna do. Why cant she just back off for once? Let me live my life rather than treating me like cinderella?..why is it so hard for us muslim girls to go through with this?
I'm trying to adjust myself, by looking for a hobby to do, trying to make more new better friends and making a huge change. Past years i've just been studying, looking after my brother while my mum and sister enjoy their social life. I want some of that too but no instead i have to think about marriage, being a bloody sister and daughter in law and a wife to some dick who i wont love or care for. I know i've reached that age but i cannot even afford to miss the things i should do at 23 and enjoy my life, making it worth living for. I love to get married but just not this soon. i've spoken to my mum whole loads times about this before. she keeps initiaties or gives out signs. Like this is what she wants but never ever ask what i want, ever. it's like forcing me to do something i dont wanna do. Why cant she just back off for once? Let me live my life rather than treating me like cinderella?..why is it so hard for us muslim girls to go through with this?