HOW WEIRD AM I? I DONT LIKE MYSELF!!!!!!?

lily

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Im shallow. To me my look is everything, I freak out about my looks that I decided the only way to fix this is plastic surgery. But idc about how others look, I would date non good looking ppl anyday, as long as they're nice. I've fallen in love once in my life, to a psychopatic guy. He was not good looking, really mean n racist. but I find his psychopathic personality rather interesting. I show interest talking to ppl with mental disorder, trying to understand n help them.

I dont believe in love anymore, to me everyone is only trying to hurt others. I flirt with guys n make them want me, but then just walk away from them.I dont let anyone touch me even by shaking hands, except for my family members. I act b*tchy when im not, just so ppl would think that idc about them, but i really do. I just dont want them thinking that i need anyone.

Im insecure n get mad inside when ppl talks about sex. idk y. N i feel dirty that I have a vagina. Would you hate meeting me in person?
 
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