Ok so first off I'm 15, and VERY involved in church and believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I know he created me and how worthy He is. I also have complete faith in Him. I'm a Pentecostal christian and am in love with this generation. I am just terrified that I am religious. Religious it just checking i your spiritual time card, going through the motions, doing things because you have to (pray, worship, church) not cuz you want to and their a privilege. Being saved should be about RELATIONSHIP not being Religious...its so dangerous. I want God to speak to me and to move in my life. The thing is...I dont want to. No, its not that its just that I'm not excited. I dont really care. I live my life the way the Bible says I should. But I feel like I'm not inters ted in wanting a passionate, personal, intimate relationship with God. Even though I know I want one. Does that make sense? If not I'm so sorry. I just dont know what to do anymore. I am fasting secular music for 2 weeks to get out of this horrible dry season that I am. I dont understand how I know that I am blessed, chosen and so lucky and have that opportunity but dont want it bad enough and it makes me feel like a horrible person. I help others and give them Godly advice but I feel so hypercritical.And I am going to try to fast for the right reasons. I guess what I'm asking is what will make me realize Gods glory and how lucky I am to have an opportunity to have a relationship with the King of kings and how to want it. Somebody please help. I cant do this anymore. Thank you so much. God bless!!
How to want a relashionship with God?
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