Maria Gunz
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ok well ive been depressed for about a little over a year now. i have alot of family issues and self image issues. i hate everything about myself and stuff like that. i dont see joy in the things i used to anymore and theres not one day i don cry and most of the time i dont have a reason to but i just sit in my room and cry. i used to cut myself badly but i stoped that. i do have thoughts of suicide but i no ill never try to kill myself or anything. cutting myself was just a small breif fase. please dont say try to tlk to someone. i tlked to my guidence counsilor in my school and she made me feel...not right? it didnt help at all. please is there anyway to help me through this by myself? i dont want to take medicine or tlk to anyone. i try things like poetry and it helps but not for long. please help me ='( btw im 15. i also used to enjoy school. but now i hate it more than anything. i was absent 36 times last yr simply cause i didnt want to go and this yr i was already absent about 16 times. i just dread going to school. i hate it and i see no point in it now. sometimes i get to the point of tears cause i dont want to go to school. idk if this helps