How to stop my cycle of friendship?

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LRITC

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I know this is going to make me sound like an asshole, but I just want to fix it. I find that I keep ditching my friends (as in purposefully getting into an argument and saying nasty things), and for a while I am totally satisfied with being alone, I even revel in their reaction. Then after a certain period of time I feel really lost, nostalgic and lonely; I want them back and usually dramatize my way into winning their respect again. Then I feel all sentimental. After a while I get tired of them and ditch them again. What is my problem? Its like I am addicted to doing this? Some are serious relationships beyond repair, which are making me feel awkward, and it made me aware of what I was doing. I tend to do it with the closer, or more intimate friendships. My 'fun' friends that don't really know me well never get into this situation. I'm in the miserable loner phase of my cycle right now.. anyone know if this is some sortof disorder or just me? What do I do about it?
 
Instead of pushing them away,tell them you need some lone time.Everyone at some point needs that "down time". Me,on the other hand am just the opposite.I am in total isolation from society. I have no friends locally and only 1 online.
Even with her I have to back off and get away.She understands that too and respects it. If you literally push them away too much,you could be the one who loses in the long run.
 
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