Nigel Havers
New member
I want rid of my desire for the opposite sex. Mind you, I don't want to be castrated or something like that, just natural things I can do to help quell my desires.
A lil info: I have never had, nor can I ever have, a girlfriend. I am almost 30 now and my desires are getting stronger and stronger all the time; the stronger my desire gets the worse my depression becomes, It's a trend I want to end right now. I just don't want to feel like this anymore, I've had enough. It drives me crazy when I go out to see so many pretty girls. I see a pretty girl and I just want to feel her body next to mine, to walk down the street holding her hand, to kiss her naked shoulder, to brush the hair behind her year, to give her a cheeky lil smack on the bum...I can't stop fantasizing what it would be like to be intimate with them. I cannot ever have this, so I want my desires to be gone, they cause me nothing but pain.
(Please, to those who will give the obligatory mocking answers, don't make them ever so harsh, I'm very fragile.)
A lil info: I have never had, nor can I ever have, a girlfriend. I am almost 30 now and my desires are getting stronger and stronger all the time; the stronger my desire gets the worse my depression becomes, It's a trend I want to end right now. I just don't want to feel like this anymore, I've had enough. It drives me crazy when I go out to see so many pretty girls. I see a pretty girl and I just want to feel her body next to mine, to walk down the street holding her hand, to kiss her naked shoulder, to brush the hair behind her year, to give her a cheeky lil smack on the bum...I can't stop fantasizing what it would be like to be intimate with them. I cannot ever have this, so I want my desires to be gone, they cause me nothing but pain.
(Please, to those who will give the obligatory mocking answers, don't make them ever so harsh, I'm very fragile.)