pinay_chik
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My friend's sis said i look emotionless and i talk slow, but it is because there are things going on now at home.(parents fighting i cant get over my grannys death... list my go on) 
she doesnt know me at all, but she kept saying no, and didn't listen to me as if i were a dumb statue. Also there is someone who made fun of me. i was a teacher assistant and i was grading in this one room that connects other classrooms that is called a pod. then a mexican kid in my pe class popped out of another classroom. first he asked "whats ur name?" bc he is an annoying perv, but when i turned around he said "o shes chinese" im not freaking chinese (not like there is anything wrong with it. i am Filipino Spanish and German) Then he kept saying that chinese temple tune. for the fifth time i screamed "shut the fuck up" and then he said "im telling ur mom!" (what the hell man? do u think i care?!) I want to cut off his head so he wouldnt speak to me again but i shouldnt think of that. i went to the counselors but then the counselor said he talked to him and he said he messed up. at pe i hear him behind me trying to talk chinese. my family told me to tell an adult but the last time i snitched on someone who made fun of me they hated me even more. i told my dad his first and last name bc dad wants to complain to the school. Plus another time another kid in front of me said he wanted to cut me and i said why like any other girl (a girlyish attitude tone) and he laughed and said she said why as if i were dumb or didnt get he was kidding. (he had a "whats with this idiot kind of tone") Plus another time on the canned food drive i brought those funny tasting canned sausages and these guys said "she brought those sausages? those are nasty!" as if i couldnt hear them. i dont want to show people how insane (my crazy fun side) i am. should i? I love to scream to the sky, let bad thoughts and things out by laughing to the sky. I can talk people to sleep and say about 100 words or so per minute (im not really sure but around people i am comfortable with i talk super fast)
Please dont answer anything like im just on my period or beat the person up or "cuss" them out or just ignore them because it bothers me too much and violence doesnt solve anything
she doesnt know me at all, but she kept saying no, and didn't listen to me as if i were a dumb statue. Also there is someone who made fun of me. i was a teacher assistant and i was grading in this one room that connects other classrooms that is called a pod. then a mexican kid in my pe class popped out of another classroom. first he asked "whats ur name?" bc he is an annoying perv, but when i turned around he said "o shes chinese" im not freaking chinese (not like there is anything wrong with it. i am Filipino Spanish and German) Then he kept saying that chinese temple tune. for the fifth time i screamed "shut the fuck up" and then he said "im telling ur mom!" (what the hell man? do u think i care?!) I want to cut off his head so he wouldnt speak to me again but i shouldnt think of that. i went to the counselors but then the counselor said he talked to him and he said he messed up. at pe i hear him behind me trying to talk chinese. my family told me to tell an adult but the last time i snitched on someone who made fun of me they hated me even more. i told my dad his first and last name bc dad wants to complain to the school. Plus another time another kid in front of me said he wanted to cut me and i said why like any other girl (a girlyish attitude tone) and he laughed and said she said why as if i were dumb or didnt get he was kidding. (he had a "whats with this idiot kind of tone") Plus another time on the canned food drive i brought those funny tasting canned sausages and these guys said "she brought those sausages? those are nasty!" as if i couldnt hear them. i dont want to show people how insane (my crazy fun side) i am. should i? I love to scream to the sky, let bad thoughts and things out by laughing to the sky. I can talk people to sleep and say about 100 words or so per minute (im not really sure but around people i am comfortable with i talk super fast) Please dont answer anything like im just on my period or beat the person up or "cuss" them out or just ignore them because it bothers me too much and violence doesnt solve anything