Ok, long story short. I completely fell for this girl named Jennifer. And I broke up with her about two years ago, and the last time i talked to her was in June. It's driving me crazy I can't talk to her cause of a way over controlling boyfriend.And now I have no clue of what she is even like anymore, but I realized after I broke up with her she is the ONE for me she is perfect in everyway but now there is no way to get her back. I am dating the girl that I broke up with Jennifer for, and it just seems so mundane, in and out everyday the same thing. I cant stop thinking of Jennifer, I've told her how I feel, wayyy back in June. But she still chose her abusive boyfriend who has a stranglehold on her. I'd wish for nothing more than to be with her for the rest of my life but there is nothing i can do..... I think of her everyday, every night before i go to bed. It's soo depressing I thought after two years it would fade away and away more and more each day, but it hasn't. I LOVE HER, AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO.... :.(
My friends just say, just find someone else. But its not her.... and no one is but her. I love her more than anything... please don't laugh or make sarcastic comments, I wrote this frommy heart and that should mean somethinggg....
What can I do?!?!?
I think she has moved on but I can't, I dont know why, theres something in me that thinks that one day she'll come back, but common sense tells me she never will. I can't get over it
ughhh
My friends just say, just find someone else. But its not her.... and no one is but her. I love her more than anything... please don't laugh or make sarcastic comments, I wrote this frommy heart and that should mean somethinggg....
What can I do?!?!?
I think she has moved on but I can't, I dont know why, theres something in me that thinks that one day she'll come back, but common sense tells me she never will. I can't get over it
ughhh