deserving patient =(? I am a 32yr old male and have been having major back pain for 8yrs now. I have been to the point to where i can not walk or stand. I would just lay in bed and cry for days and weeks on end. I have been going to doctors for as many years as i have had the pain. I had reached the breaking point and had a microdiscectomy the end of January 2010. And still have no healed and deal with pain where i can not even function in life. I am a single father of an amazing 4yr old son and would love to be able to be a bigger part of his life but my pain keeps me from doing almost everything with him. Doctors have prescribed me up to 100mg of morphine 2 times a day which did not help me at all. Then another doctor gave me 20mg of Oxycontin 2 times a day. I how ever did not like the feeling from Oxycontin and told him so so he cut me off completely. The best i have done is prior to and for a short period of time after my surgery i was prescribed 15mg oxycodone 3 times daily and i was doing great. I was able to move and do things i wanted and still had my senses about me but now my doctor only wants to give me oxycodone 5/325mg 2 times a day. This does nothing for my pain and i am laid up in bed most of the time and i am getting really depressed and feel hopeless in life.. what can i do? does any have any good advice?? Please help with advice or even recommendation of good doctor. I have all medical history to prove i am in need of such help. I have done everything i possibly can and am losing faith in living a normal life and being able to play with my son