Lauren Anderson
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ive always had low self esteem and been dead shy! ive always been afraid of speaking alot + giving my ideas + opinions etc. anyway, theres this guy ive been liking for a couple of months now. + he likes me too. - we've kissed a couple of times but not done anymore than that. it had always been awkward before that, because i was so shy i didnt really speak to him although i liked him .. ( when i kissed him, i was drunk - i would of been so shy sober! ) now that we've kissed, its more awkward, because we talk so much online. + face to face when i see him working or on his breaks. we say hi. and thats all. the only time we speak or kiss is when im drunk. my confidence has always been a bugger. and also, my best friend notices how much it bothers me + so does my family. everynight .. i cry about the fact that. i just dont feel normal. - not having the confidence, when people have too much. - its not something ive ever been able to build up. ive always got knocked back down..
now, i dont want sympathy. your wrong if your thinking that. i just need tips. i dont wanna be the same. i need help off of someone whos managed to change theirselves into a more confident person. i just dont wanna feel alone all the time.
lauren. xxx
now, i dont want sympathy. your wrong if your thinking that. i just need tips. i dont wanna be the same. i need help off of someone whos managed to change theirselves into a more confident person. i just dont wanna feel alone all the time.
lauren. xxx