im not sure how much i do it but to him its not enough. we haven't had sex in 4 to 5 days i know this is bad but its not my fault i dont want to have sex if im not in the mood i dont want to fake it never have never will but maybe i can just give it to him anyway and maybe ill start getting into it, but still i think i have a lot of problems with: weight my looks, depression, anxiety, low libido, stress, broke, jobless,no education as you probably can tell by my writting, sad and scared all the time,sick all the time i think im developing an eating disorder i barley eat cause these pills im taking fluoxatine makes you lose your appetite i have a lot going on with me and nothing good all bad i love my bf hes the best man ever but he wants it all the time everyday more than once! its crazy how horney he is and i dont think he will cheat unlesss time goes on and im still the same way im sure he will find someone else my last boyfriend did due to my problems i feel sorry for myself and i hate it i know who and what i want to be but its to hard to be what i want
im so lazy it feels like im not sure whats wrong i have always been this way on and off i wish i had all the answers to my problems so i can fix them i want to change so bad! just wonderingg if im the only women who is like this?and do you know anyone like me? and what should i do ? how often do you have sex?
