anxiety? i think feeling depressed and anxious is why i started cutting in the first place, i know its a bad habit so i try to avoid cutting - but i really dont like just avoiding cutting because then i feel horrible almost all the time unless i cut - and my mom does know i used to cut but thinks i just need vitamins and to get out of the house more often, all she has really done since she found out was took away my knife and laptop and ignored that it ever happened - all that does is makes me feel even more horrible because then im not feeling any better and on top of that i cant do w/e i want (she would freak out if she knew i was on here or any site really talking about how i feel and the cutting because shes paranoid and thinks the cops will get involved)