How long will I have to suffer?

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SounRAB like we have alot in common!! Im on day 3 no boxes and feel like I may die! Ive been on it for 2 yrs. How long does this pain last? Every time I try to quit I cant take the withdraw. I know if I go get a pill Ill be Ok for awhile but then this statrs all over. I got on subs because I thought it was a lesser evil but.....Ive never been this sick! And Ive came off everything out there but this!
 
Hell yes you can wd from shooting boxes!!! I choose subs to get over my demons then started shooting them becuase that was my way. No trying to stop is killing me. 4 days and Im sitting here freezing and sweating hurting everywhere wondering how long I have to suffer. So yes.... you do withdraw.
 
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Suboxone is an evil drug in my opinion. I choose suboxone when my sister-in-law told me of a "great" pill to help with my addiction to everything else, I had a calcium defy.that made my teeth rot when I was young(everyone on my moms side has it) so I used pain pills at a young age for the pain of my mouth. Well 2 years later Im battling trying to get off Suboxone now. And what gets me is I never took over one pill a day and I have got down to a half of a quater of 8mg. But ever time I try to stop Im as sick as I would be if Id done phine. Its like a sick cycle I cant break. I get sick;Im cold and hot(that dont even make since but its true);cant sleep;my legs jerk all night long (rls);I cant even take care my dog! I get to the point where I run out and get the pill. KNOWING I'll have to go through this all again just to suffer 3-4 days to go get a pill. Suboxone is just getting around here;theres no clinics nearby let alone a support group. So if you want to start one go for it! This is hard to go through alone.
 
Heh there my name is Iain i live in Glasgow Scotland.
I hear your pain, i really do, my only opinion and it is only my opinion is that it may not seem like the lesser evil but i`m sure it`ll be the lesser of two evils.
I also hear what your saying about coming off everything before but this, the hardest part isn`t coming off it it`s staying off it.
I stopped myself on more than one occasion but always reverted back to my old ways, basically because i never dealt with what was going on in my
chitty chitty bang bang (my head) Try to keep in mind the chaos using created in your life and the torment it caused you, i don`t know because i don`t really know how your life was affected, all i know is how my life was affected. A train crash does`nt even begin to describe my life between the age of 21yrs and 33yrs. Why not try and detox slowly because believe me life does get better and the pain will ease and eventually go completely. I`ve probably been no help atoll apart from letting you know that someone out there is listening all be it thousanRAB of miles away you`re never along. Dig your heels in and fight because the end result is worth fighting for.
A wee saying that i kept in mind during my own detox is " NO MATTER WHAT THE WEATHERS LIKE OUTSIDE (usually rain in Scotland) IT MAY BE RAINING, IT MAY BE SNOWING, IT CAN ALSO BE NIGHT TIME, NO MATTER WHAT THE SUN WILL ALWAYS BE UP THERE SHINING" Stay positive and keep the faith (in yourself) Again i don`t know you but recovery is out there waiting for us all to erabrace it :wave:
 
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