Mona Realm
New member
First of all I'm a woman and I didn't reach puberty until 23 because of no estrogen so that meant being on birth control pills as prescribed by doc. Anyway the physical part is done but I first became sexually attracted to men OCT 08 and man it was intense! I was easily turned on and aroused. As each year went by the desire diminished. The only way I control my hormones and desires is not acting on it.
But from time to time I have such an intense desire for physical intimacy but I don't act on it. How long will this last? Why am I not acting on it you say>? The majority of men here are taken. and I want to wait until marriage and I don't believe in making the first move.
You might suggest masturbation but that only fuels the desire not satiate it.
But from time to time I have such an intense desire for physical intimacy but I don't act on it. How long will this last? Why am I not acting on it you say>? The majority of men here are taken. and I want to wait until marriage and I don't believe in making the first move.
You might suggest masturbation but that only fuels the desire not satiate it.