Maria Gunz
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ok so i knew my best guy friend all my life.he has never pressured me to do anything im the one that told him i want him to be my first.i trust him more than anyone in the world. im 15 and hes 18. i no its illegal for him so dont repeat urself. i got birth control from my doctor with parental consent. i told them it was for my period but i was honest with my doc about wanting to have sex. i dont trust not one other guy with my virginity but him. we have been fooling around for the past few months. i gave him a few hand jobs and he wanted to finger me but i let rejected him on that and he was totally fine. i want to get used to his body before he touches me and i want to make sure im ready. i want him so bad but i want to make a smart decision. please dont say wait to be in love cause eventually love fades and of i give a guy that i love my virginity and he breaks my heart ill regret it.but i dont think ill regret giving my virginity to a guy that i trust more than anyone. he is not a virgin but he isnt a dirty kid. he tells me everything cause i ask him to. he wants me so badly to give him a *******. he would ask me but wont pressure me. but i no i get him reallly horney and i feel bad. but i havent gave in cause im not comftorable with having his penis inside my mouth lmao srry bout that but idk. also hes a senior in high school and hes going to college in te fall and i want to haave sex with him before then. so i have some questions.
1. what is ur opinion on this?
2. how do i feel more comftorable with my body image? one day i can be the most confident person and the next day i feel like the ugliest girl alive.
3. we both have been seeing eachother sexually for along time. do u think im rushing into habing sex with him before he goes to college?
4. how can i get over my fear of giving a ********? like some days i think and i want to but then when he asks me i freak out. how can i get over my fear? IM NOT ASKING IF IM READY FOR SEX
1. what is ur opinion on this?
2. how do i feel more comftorable with my body image? one day i can be the most confident person and the next day i feel like the ugliest girl alive.
3. we both have been seeing eachother sexually for along time. do u think im rushing into habing sex with him before he goes to college?
4. how can i get over my fear of giving a ********? like some days i think and i want to but then when he asks me i freak out. how can i get over my fear? IM NOT ASKING IF IM READY FOR SEX