How does one stop when boyfriend is supplier

[Danceforever]

I posted my first post this morning asking for advice on the sub titration. It's time for me to leave work almost and the cravings are getting real bad. I haven't taken any Sub today cause I haven't had any withdrawals. So my addict self is already starting to calculate how i can go see him and ask him to sell me two, etc etc. I've been w/this guy for 6 years and just recently he started geetting roxys which is why I myself started using them and got hooked (they were easily available ALL the time). But how do I fight this temptation when I see him and I know he has them on him. I'm not that strong!! People in NA/AA tell me to dump him but its not that easy. Advice please!

 

[reachout]

Hello Dance

Honey, the best advice available has already been given to you. Dump the boyfriend and get on with withdrawal and living your own life clean and sober.

In all honesty, I don't think you are anywhere near ready to wanting to straighten up here. The choice was always yours when you started taking the roxys.. and still is. The choice to stay with a man who is your drug supplier has always been your choice and still is.

There is no other advice to offer... it is not possible to have your drugs, stay with a man who supplies you, and want to not be an addict all at the same time. It is just not happening.

I will be ready to help you when you truly want help.
reach

 

[madhen17]

Why is your boyfriend taking roxy's? Have you told him how you feel? If this relationship is important to both of you, maybe you guys can try and quit together. That way you two can support each other and build a strong healthy relationship without drugs. Good luck and take care