about phone sex ......
its the next best thing to an actuall sex...the last time i actually got laid was almost an year back.. hey who would want to have an actual sex even after reading this.."http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexually_transmitted_disease"....well i wouldnt ,not untill i get married atleast...
about me trying to show off:
i dont show off anything....i am a basically shy guy...i am different over the phone,net and different in real life...if i had to show off i would have done a lot better then this...well you wouldnt know about it because u dont know me....like i said i posted this in the heat of the moment ,i will never do such a thing again..
about the gal..:
i tot i almost had her...i would have never met her otherwise.... may be she just didnt like me and hey you cant please them all...whats good for some one is not good for someone else....anyways i am not all that extraordinary to look at....i can talk a little bit better then most guys thats it..anyways an other lesson learnt in life hopefully i dont make the same mistake again.....
here is my friend who knows me telling what to do..
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my friend: yeah she had to go home so she went..!!
my friend: wtf with that..?
my friend: u think u r some Mr. universe or wat..??
me.........: what do u think i came all the way form my place for..does that not mean anything to her
my friend: every one has got their own probs..
my friend: so she might hav!
me.........: balls..
me.........: u think i should call her back and talk to her
my friend: no need..!!
me.........: we r not kids , we both know how things work with gals..
my friend: just msg her that it was nice meeting her...
my friend: wenever u get mad at someone think twice..
my friend: feel their things in ur heart..
my friend: to be good it takes loads.. . but to be a lump of shit it takes nuthing..
me........: well what about my feelings who will feel my things
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all said and done..i just messaged her like my friend said because he knows a lot more about gals then me...and i tried calling her twice again she didnt pick the call..... i felt like a dust bin.....so to make myself feel better i called up another 2 gals had phone sex and i am ready to forgive her...
thanks for reading and the replys and lets just forget about this topic .....
