In the past year i have come to realized that i have devolped an eating disorder i think about my weight 75% of my day if not more in less than 9 months i have lost 40 pounds i am now 5'10 and weight 120 pounds which i know isnt too much underweight but i still feel extreamly fat and want to lose more weight my parents are almost never home so they havent really noticed i know i need help but im to ashamed to tell them how do i go about doing that? im only 17 i dont know how to get help by myself