...magically band-aid that heals? all wounds?
Look, the bottom line is I'm sick of this bullshit. I knew a girl and loved her for 7 years. I still see her almost every day because of a situation that is out of my control. Obviously, this will not be forever but even still just ignoring her and living my life does not fix my underlying wounds. If I estimate, I would say we broke up in July. I left her because she was abusive, in a way that you cannot possibly understand. The person you are going to get married to or love should not drive you to try and kill yourself.
But I want to be all done. I have new friends, I'm not in a relationship though, work and hobbies all they say my life is 110% moved on. I just want to stop having feelings for her. I don't want to wish she loved me. I don't want us to both be hysterically affected every time we are around each other that one of us has to leave the room. I don't want to keep begging, wishing, and pining for her to be kind to me.
I want her out of my mind.
And I will do whatever it takes, but I just don't know how/what to do/where to start.
Look, the bottom line is I'm sick of this bullshit. I knew a girl and loved her for 7 years. I still see her almost every day because of a situation that is out of my control. Obviously, this will not be forever but even still just ignoring her and living my life does not fix my underlying wounds. If I estimate, I would say we broke up in July. I left her because she was abusive, in a way that you cannot possibly understand. The person you are going to get married to or love should not drive you to try and kill yourself.
But I want to be all done. I have new friends, I'm not in a relationship though, work and hobbies all they say my life is 110% moved on. I just want to stop having feelings for her. I don't want to wish she loved me. I don't want us to both be hysterically affected every time we are around each other that one of us has to leave the room. I don't want to keep begging, wishing, and pining for her to be kind to me.
I want her out of my mind.
And I will do whatever it takes, but I just don't know how/what to do/where to start.