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I love flirting with boys of any ages. At the same time, I become very frustrated with men. I do believe men should not be trusted. They are the best people to be around to be hurt. However, a year ago I became interested in women. I became addicted to watching lesbian sex online. It even turns me on. When I see woman and man making love, it just feels it is the right way it should be. I cannot continue watching because I become a little embarrassed. I switch to watching lesbian sex. In my life, I never had a crush on a woman. I do not find women romantically attractive. But, I love being around women because I feel safe. I also know that women carry more values that I believe in. I get along with women better.
In the future, I see myself with a good and honest man, with whom I can have family. Nevertheless, I am afraid of making a mistake believing I am of one sexuality, whereas, I could be of another. It really bothers me not knowing exactly who I am because it makes me feel insecure and confused around both genders.
In the future, I see myself with a good and honest man, with whom I can have family. Nevertheless, I am afraid of making a mistake believing I am of one sexuality, whereas, I could be of another. It really bothers me not knowing exactly who I am because it makes me feel insecure and confused around both genders.