I have been struggling with this because I have been suffering anxiety for almost an entire year and am now with the help of the girl that I've had a crush on for most of my life have gotten better. But I have noticed that I tend to worry about every negative comment, and what others think about me, when i shouldn't be but because of my past I do and at times I used to think that I was gay because of it.but I"m straight and like women and know that for specific reasons.
Because I watch porn like every normal teenager and shamefully so . i have always liked women, clothed or not clothed. My parent's always told me that looking at porn is wrong but I talked about it a long time ago with the girl that I like and she told me that Someone she cared for in the past watched it a lot as well and was addicted to it like me so she knows why I do it and doesn't have a problem with it but whenever I do. I think about my parent's because I know they wouldn't approve of me watching pornography. It's at times made me question weather or not I'm gay but I know that I'm not because of what I just mentioned. I'm not sure if anyone else has had this problem but I also used to think that learning about sex and anything related to sex is wrong and that I shouldn't have done so, but now I don't and do a lot. so I was just wondering if anyone else had this problem growing up and if so what they did and how you got comfortable with your sexuality. Am I wrong for being interested in sex or do you agree with the girl that I like that it's not that big of a problem?
I'm 19, and I know that it's a lot to swallow, but anyone that can help me out will be appreciated.
Because I watch porn like every normal teenager and shamefully so . i have always liked women, clothed or not clothed. My parent's always told me that looking at porn is wrong but I talked about it a long time ago with the girl that I like and she told me that Someone she cared for in the past watched it a lot as well and was addicted to it like me so she knows why I do it and doesn't have a problem with it but whenever I do. I think about my parent's because I know they wouldn't approve of me watching pornography. It's at times made me question weather or not I'm gay but I know that I'm not because of what I just mentioned. I'm not sure if anyone else has had this problem but I also used to think that learning about sex and anything related to sex is wrong and that I shouldn't have done so, but now I don't and do a lot. so I was just wondering if anyone else had this problem growing up and if so what they did and how you got comfortable with your sexuality. Am I wrong for being interested in sex or do you agree with the girl that I like that it's not that big of a problem?
I'm 19, and I know that it's a lot to swallow, but anyone that can help me out will be appreciated.