you broke the first rule of being famous...
dont seek fame.. let fame seek you...
Use your talent to help others, do what you can, do what you will and dont forget that you are just the same as others. seeking something that will internally enrich you goes beyond all matters.
keep writing, keep posting. keep showing, keep helping and it does help knowing more on your path to success. if all else fails then hope that your child does not pick up the mess you have left for him to unwillingly accept, life is for sale but its the last thing you would wish you had never sold....