I am 20 years old and I have been married for almost 2 years now. We have both hurt eachother really bad in the past. I know I have done wrong to, but I cant seem to let go what he has done to me. It is eating me up inside! I am becoming very depressed and putting my wall up. I am so scared to get hurt again. This all makes me so insecure! I have such low self esteem that its taring me apart. I just want to be happy again and be that loving wife I know I can be. Gosh I need help!