This is a serious question, so please do not give me joke answers. I see spirits and auras. This is not a skill I attempted to develop, but something I have always been able to do since a very young age. I do have to focus to see auras and it is incredibly exhausting, but it is something that came naturally to me. I was a very quiet, withdrawn, observant child who would simply watch others, and one day I was just focusing very hard on another person and I realized I could see color enveloping the person... I have also always had dreams that come true from a young age, and this happens still quite frequently. I sometimes wonder if I have dreamed my whole life.
To clarify the term spirits, I do not believe what I see are ghosts. I do not ever recall seeing a ghost. What I see are black, shadowy humanoid apparitions. From research, I know people refer to them as shadow people. I do not perceive them as malevolent or harmful, so I am not trying to get rid of them. They do not bother me and on some level I find them entertaining to watch. I have always seen them since being a small child, so they do not bother me. Every now and then I will sense a presence but not see the shadow people. Honestly, in the situations where I do not see the shadow people, I do not know if it is a shadow person I am sensing or something else.
I explained all this too you cause honestly I do not know if this information is relevant or not. My problem is, whenever I see the shadow people or get the sensation that another presence is with me even when I am alone (especially in this situation where I sense the presence without seeing the presence), my skin will burn really bad and I will feel completely zapped of energy then I have to go lie down and rest for a few hours.
This is not a medical thing. I have been thoroughly checked out by doctors and it is not medical. But it is not in my head. My skin will feel like it has a really bad sunburn, but I will look at it and my skin is fine. It is really annoying though. The fatigue is even worse to deal with because it is seriously impacting my life. My family and friends, especially my husband, is sick of my constant fatigue from this.
I tried talking to my pastor about this, but he dismissed me as a fake claiming it is impossible to have dreams that come true since only G-d knows the future. He then told me seeing auras is demonic and I should stop, and also that the spirit I am seeing is a demon and to cast the spirit away. I did not like this answer cause I feel I've done nothing wrong. I asked G-d myself and he gave me a reassuring sensation in my body. Again, I have no desire to cast the spirits away as they are not harming me and I do not want to be rude to them. Also, the presence I sense and spirits I see do not seem malevolent to me. Plus, I've never really believed in the whole hellfire Christian scene. I've always believed that Satan is an angel under G-d's command that has the important role of delivering the bad from G-d's left hand (the tough love and tough learned lessons of life). Why should I accept the good from above but not the bad? If the spirits really are from Satan, then there is something important for me to learn, and I don't think simply running away by sending the spirits away will teach me this important information.
I tried meditation next along with exercise, but I am beginning to think I am doing something wrong in the meditaion because I am not noticing much improvement. In fact, now my skin burns worse and I can hear strange whispers at times now (though not too often). However, I am feeling a slight improvement on my energy level.
I live in the deep south, so all my friends are rather dismissive about this giving the same solution as the pastor. I am hoping that by posting this online, someone can give me an answer as to what exactly is causing this burning skin sensation and fatigue, as well as some solutions to this problem that does not involve rudely asking the spirits to leave. Please help.
To clarify the term spirits, I do not believe what I see are ghosts. I do not ever recall seeing a ghost. What I see are black, shadowy humanoid apparitions. From research, I know people refer to them as shadow people. I do not perceive them as malevolent or harmful, so I am not trying to get rid of them. They do not bother me and on some level I find them entertaining to watch. I have always seen them since being a small child, so they do not bother me. Every now and then I will sense a presence but not see the shadow people. Honestly, in the situations where I do not see the shadow people, I do not know if it is a shadow person I am sensing or something else.
I explained all this too you cause honestly I do not know if this information is relevant or not. My problem is, whenever I see the shadow people or get the sensation that another presence is with me even when I am alone (especially in this situation where I sense the presence without seeing the presence), my skin will burn really bad and I will feel completely zapped of energy then I have to go lie down and rest for a few hours.
This is not a medical thing. I have been thoroughly checked out by doctors and it is not medical. But it is not in my head. My skin will feel like it has a really bad sunburn, but I will look at it and my skin is fine. It is really annoying though. The fatigue is even worse to deal with because it is seriously impacting my life. My family and friends, especially my husband, is sick of my constant fatigue from this.
I tried talking to my pastor about this, but he dismissed me as a fake claiming it is impossible to have dreams that come true since only G-d knows the future. He then told me seeing auras is demonic and I should stop, and also that the spirit I am seeing is a demon and to cast the spirit away. I did not like this answer cause I feel I've done nothing wrong. I asked G-d myself and he gave me a reassuring sensation in my body. Again, I have no desire to cast the spirits away as they are not harming me and I do not want to be rude to them. Also, the presence I sense and spirits I see do not seem malevolent to me. Plus, I've never really believed in the whole hellfire Christian scene. I've always believed that Satan is an angel under G-d's command that has the important role of delivering the bad from G-d's left hand (the tough love and tough learned lessons of life). Why should I accept the good from above but not the bad? If the spirits really are from Satan, then there is something important for me to learn, and I don't think simply running away by sending the spirits away will teach me this important information.
I tried meditation next along with exercise, but I am beginning to think I am doing something wrong in the meditaion because I am not noticing much improvement. In fact, now my skin burns worse and I can hear strange whispers at times now (though not too often). However, I am feeling a slight improvement on my energy level.
I live in the deep south, so all my friends are rather dismissive about this giving the same solution as the pastor. I am hoping that by posting this online, someone can give me an answer as to what exactly is causing this burning skin sensation and fatigue, as well as some solutions to this problem that does not involve rudely asking the spirits to leave. Please help.