How do i pick myself back up from a heart break and find someone new?

chikewaa

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So about 3 months or so ago the girl that i loved for 3 years straight ended it. Come to find out she was using me, and unfortunately i gave her my heart. Now 3 months later everything i see i lack intrest, it's all grey to me. No1 wants to talk to me, no1 feels close to me cept my best friend alex who is essentially a brother. I've been trying to "get back out there" but i feel disgusted everytime a girl tells me she loves me. Please someone give me something to look forward to, I feel like my god is doing this purposefully to teach me something, but i need some insight. I feel so blind and like a walking plague.
 
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