Kitty bamf
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Okay, well as to my previous post, I have two guys who want to be with me. Miguel has definitely been able to give me the world at my feet, puts me first, puts me before anything. He is leaving in February for boot camp, then he gets a month home. After that he leaves and only gets to come back for five days every two months. I'm always worried that one day he may not come home. Or that he'll get hurt and won't remember me. Or something along those lines. He as always talked bad about Ty, like he couldn't give me a life, and that he ditched me for his friends. Well, yeah Miguel can offer me the world and his love, but the thing that is really killing me is that Ty loves me with everything he has, and would die for me any day. Of course Miguel would be too, but idk, it's just different. I mean the way I feel with Ty is SO overwhelming, it's unexplainable. I sincerely don't want to hurt Miguel, but when I see all these movies where the girl has to wait for her husband to come home from war and stuff, it makes me soooo sad, I don't want to go through that worry. I don't want him to ever get hurt. I do love them both, it's just I feel as I am not IN love with Ty....
Any suggestions on what I should do?? I really need some help... I'm really scared.
That's the whole problem, I don't know what I need. Only what I want and that makes me seem so selfish, that's why I am asking for some honest advice.
Any suggestions on what I should do?? I really need some help... I'm really scared.
That's the whole problem, I don't know what I need. Only what I want and that makes me seem so selfish, that's why I am asking for some honest advice.