go to my neighborhood school? I go to Paxon School of Advance Studies and I'm in the IB program. I must say it is pretty hard. It doesnt help that anxiety runs in the family and got hit by a big dose of that stuff so I am always stressing about school. The problem for me is not that the work is too hard, its just that there is too much work, there is too much work I can push myself to do. I feel awful but I simply cannot do all the work, and thats most of my day, sleeping then eating then working. Thats another problem, I have been having very little sleep during the week. I'm not sure if I should but I have this feeling of wanting to drop out and to go to my standard neighborhood school, all thats keeping me from doing it is my friends because I dont want to leave them and that I don't want to feel like a failure. I want to have a good future but I also dont want to trash my childhood.