Angela Vrooman
New member
I am 30 years old...I have nothing in my life except my two cats....which is the only thing that is keeping me going...pretty sad...
I am writing this in tears and can hardly see my keyboard..it has been about 9 years since I have had any time of meaningful relationship...I am so lonely it's ridiculous...it's not even the sex I miss, it's the companionship...
I am a "BBW", so most hold that against me, before they even try to get to know me they judge me...and worst of all I'm living in an area that is so superficial it's not even funny...
I am a year away from completing my BBA...but whats the point...I can't find anyone who is attracted to me, let alone wants to be friends...I can find no reason to keep me going...
How in the hell do I message my parents and say come pick up my cats, because I'm going to kill myself...
I am writing this in tears and can hardly see my keyboard..it has been about 9 years since I have had any time of meaningful relationship...I am so lonely it's ridiculous...it's not even the sex I miss, it's the companionship...
I am a "BBW", so most hold that against me, before they even try to get to know me they judge me...and worst of all I'm living in an area that is so superficial it's not even funny...
I am a year away from completing my BBA...but whats the point...I can't find anyone who is attracted to me, let alone wants to be friends...I can find no reason to keep me going...
How in the hell do I message my parents and say come pick up my cats, because I'm going to kill myself...