Ciara Hudson
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my ex is so mean to me. he makes fun of me and puts me down and we live together i have no where else to go and all i do is cry. we still sleep in the same bed but yet i feel so lonely. he doesnt want to be with me ever again and rubs it in my face and all i do is cry i feel so hopeless and stupid. i have nothing to bring to the table and thats why he doesnt want me. im trying to get a job and get enrolled in school.but he tells me its too late. ive let myself go, im fat now and i just feel so ugly and alone. sometimes i actually cry so hard and get so down i actually feel like i wanna die and it scares me. how to i stop crying over this ass hole and be happy with myself again?