Ok. I'm already 24 years old. So its basically already time for me to just give up and except my life. I feel as though I am not an adult and the only way I can become one is if I find a girl for ones. I'm not a virgin but the first and only time I have had sex was a long time ago and was not really with someone I would consider to be my girlfriend.
On a side note i have had sex with guys before and i'm not nervous around them. Its just that I feel my life would be incomplete without a women and children. I have noticed I can charm a women but because of my fear I will sabotage my own attempt to get with her. however with a guy I am always down.
Dose this meen I am gay? Does this meen I am a fearfull straight guy who doesn't like to take risks? I don't know. My life unlike most people is complicated and I feel as if i will never achieve any true happiness. I remember my parents even through all their tough times loved each other with all their hearts and loved me. What will I have? A sexual attraction with some dude and no children to speak of?
I have just started a new degree in Suny Buffalo. I felt I would on;y find my answers if I was to get away from home. The thing is my answer seem to point more to me being gay. I'm more then a little drunk typing this so if I don't make any sence sorry. If you can give me any advise plz give it to me.
BTW don't be overly nice just tell me the truth even if its staring me in the face. BTW I really don't know if i'm gay. I may have just not have had the experience necessary to move onto women. I know many people who have had sex with men, enjoyed is like crazy, but moved on to women. If fact one of the guys I was with you could actually consider player.
On a side note i have had sex with guys before and i'm not nervous around them. Its just that I feel my life would be incomplete without a women and children. I have noticed I can charm a women but because of my fear I will sabotage my own attempt to get with her. however with a guy I am always down.
Dose this meen I am gay? Does this meen I am a fearfull straight guy who doesn't like to take risks? I don't know. My life unlike most people is complicated and I feel as if i will never achieve any true happiness. I remember my parents even through all their tough times loved each other with all their hearts and loved me. What will I have? A sexual attraction with some dude and no children to speak of?
I have just started a new degree in Suny Buffalo. I felt I would on;y find my answers if I was to get away from home. The thing is my answer seem to point more to me being gay. I'm more then a little drunk typing this so if I don't make any sence sorry. If you can give me any advise plz give it to me.
BTW don't be overly nice just tell me the truth even if its staring me in the face. BTW I really don't know if i'm gay. I may have just not have had the experience necessary to move onto women. I know many people who have had sex with men, enjoyed is like crazy, but moved on to women. If fact one of the guys I was with you could actually consider player.