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jodygir1
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i seriously only have acquaintences. i live in a small town and i'm trying to get out there to meet new people. i've joined dance groups, parent / tot swim lessons with my son and visit my work while i'm still on maternity leave. i feel so awkward for what feels like everytime. i can't get past the generic conversations and greetings. i feel comfortable some times with my boyfriend's acquaintences, but i don't really initiate meeting up later. there's so much dead air that i feel it's always me. am i being too hard on myself? any pointers, serious pointers, i know there's probably a lot of you saying how lame i am or sounding.