Captain Kock
New member
Hello. I'm 99% sure that I am bisexual. I really want to experiment but I am so naive and I don't know how to proceed in the best way. I need help with experimenting because I don't want to hook up with a creep or someone with an STD. I wish I could talk to someone about this but I can't. My family is homophobic and I only have two good friends. One of them is gay but he can't keep a secret (but he is the one that could help me the most with experimenting). He confided to me recently that he was gay so maybe he would return the favor. I would hate for him to tell his friends and the whole world because I would be forever embarrassed. Even if he could keep a secret, I would be embarrassed just by telling him. My other friend is my roommate/ex-girlfriend of 6 years. She is my best friend. But if I told her, she would freak out and tell everyone. I come from a small hick community and word would get around fast. My parents would find out and they would disown me.
Should I talk about this with one of my friends? Or should I keep it a secret and experiment by myself? All I know is that I need to experiment desperately. I don't think I could experiment by myself because my roommate/ex-girlfriend always keeps a tab on me.
What should I do? I am going crazy! I've never felt so helpless. I wish I had the perfect friend with whom I could discuss this with.
Should I talk about this with one of my friends? Or should I keep it a secret and experiment by myself? All I know is that I need to experiment desperately. I don't think I could experiment by myself because my roommate/ex-girlfriend always keeps a tab on me.
What should I do? I am going crazy! I've never felt so helpless. I wish I had the perfect friend with whom I could discuss this with.