I am 29, and I have always had issues with depression and self harm but recently, I have been getting really bad mood swings. I am also insanely envious of other peoples lives, for example, I really want a baby but cannot have one due to home circumstances ( I am a full time carer to my husband who has MS) and my 2 good friends have both just had babies and it makes me so angry and jealous that they have babies. Any time anything good happens to anyone I know, I get so angry and upset and it makes me think my life is worth nothing. I live away from my friends and have no-one to talk to where I live, just my husband and I cant talk to him as he has enough to deal with.
Would a doctor help me, or would they just fob me off for being selfish? I am really at the end of my tether as this is ruining my life.
Would a doctor help me, or would they just fob me off for being selfish? I am really at the end of my tether as this is ruining my life.