How can we as whhhhite women boost our self esteem up?

[Drunken Whitena Kraccalyn]

(hiccup) excuse me (burp) (fart) excuse me! I see a lot of things going on with non black women and its just crazy (hiccup) hold on let me get a drink of whiskey to calm my nerves (sip, sip, sip, sip,sip, sip, sip) ahhhhhh! ok! (buuuuuuurp) excuse me again! Why are white women self esteem so low they have to come on here and say bad things towards black women are some white women that(faaaaaaaaaaaaaart) oooh sorry! that jealous of black women I know i am i would do anything to be like them but i cant so i just deal with the fact im going to die in this old pale azz body. Im 25 so i have a long way to go! How can we boost our self esteem so we can except the fact we will never be as good as them! I suggest tanning to get a little self esteem going
Im not white or black i really hate white people