How can I get over this traumatic incident? It's been 15 years and it still haunts me?

Time Allen

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It was my 15th birthday. My mom told me to get in the car, that we were going somewhere. Excited, and thinking we were going to an amusement park, I got in. To my dismay we arrived at the gynecologist's office.

My mom took me in and told me I was getting a pap smear. I began to cry. Then the doctor called me a cry baby and did the pap smear. It really really hurt!

I'm 30 now and I still have nightmares and get upset about this every day. What can I do?
I was a virgin and not on the pill.
 
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