Jay Rhodes
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goals, help please? Here were my two main goals ever since finishing junior high and my third and current goal which I think may not happen either.
1. Make it to the NFL. Okay that in itself is a very tough goal but you see, I have been cursed. God gave me Indian (India) parents and I have had to live my high school life according to them. Those Nazis sent me to a high school which did not have a football program and they kept lying to me and telling me that I can play football in college and walk on to a team. No one really walks on to a team and they made my high school years miserable. Before I could think about trying football they make me go to a college which DOES NOT have a football program and currently I am a first year first semester student there. They tell me I can transfer but it would be too late to try out for a football team by then.
2. Get into a top 10 university. I did not get in because my FREAKING parents send me to school in a really bad environment just so they can have convenient commute hours. Not one student from my high school made it into a top university and my high school had little to no extra curriculars. It was a sciences school and was very small and torn down, I try to apply for the Ivies but my parents tell me to just go there for grad school anyways.
I am currently a first year and first semester college student. I have lost a lot of hope in myself and my confidence has suffered. My high school did not have a football program and as a result my NFL dream is dead. I finished my first semester of college with a 3.0 GPA (in a major my parents made me go into) and the college I go to is near home. I plan on transferring regardless of what happens.
Here is my third goal.
HOLD YOUR BREATH
3. To date and marry a woman of Hispanic descent. I admire Latinos and I like them and I would love to marry a woman from that background. NO I will NOT be open minded, I really want to date and marry a Latina. My parents know of this and they say it is okay by them if I want to marry one but those two faced Nazis must be lying to me, that is just what I suspect. Issue? My area is not diverse at all and has NO LATINOS in it. I just feel spent.
I am passionate about my third goal but feel like breaking down because what if I never EVEN get the opportunity to date a Latina?!
I am just at a breaking point...
1. Make it to the NFL. Okay that in itself is a very tough goal but you see, I have been cursed. God gave me Indian (India) parents and I have had to live my high school life according to them. Those Nazis sent me to a high school which did not have a football program and they kept lying to me and telling me that I can play football in college and walk on to a team. No one really walks on to a team and they made my high school years miserable. Before I could think about trying football they make me go to a college which DOES NOT have a football program and currently I am a first year first semester student there. They tell me I can transfer but it would be too late to try out for a football team by then.
2. Get into a top 10 university. I did not get in because my FREAKING parents send me to school in a really bad environment just so they can have convenient commute hours. Not one student from my high school made it into a top university and my high school had little to no extra curriculars. It was a sciences school and was very small and torn down, I try to apply for the Ivies but my parents tell me to just go there for grad school anyways.
I am currently a first year and first semester college student. I have lost a lot of hope in myself and my confidence has suffered. My high school did not have a football program and as a result my NFL dream is dead. I finished my first semester of college with a 3.0 GPA (in a major my parents made me go into) and the college I go to is near home. I plan on transferring regardless of what happens.
Here is my third goal.
HOLD YOUR BREATH
3. To date and marry a woman of Hispanic descent. I admire Latinos and I like them and I would love to marry a woman from that background. NO I will NOT be open minded, I really want to date and marry a Latina. My parents know of this and they say it is okay by them if I want to marry one but those two faced Nazis must be lying to me, that is just what I suspect. Issue? My area is not diverse at all and has NO LATINOS in it. I just feel spent.
I am passionate about my third goal but feel like breaking down because what if I never EVEN get the opportunity to date a Latina?!
I am just at a breaking point...