Jacoby Ali
New member
I only have a few god friends and they all left out of state for college. Other than them i have very few friends and its just so hard to make any. Nobody seems to want to be more than just acquaintances with me, i don't know why. I'm shy and i know thats part of it, but still i see plenty of shy people with good friends. People tell me "stay positive, just smile" etc. But its kind of hard to stay positive when you are always by yourself with hardly any friends, never had a girlfriend or even kiss a girl even hold hands with a girl. So ya its like the chicken or the egg thing.