__AnthraX__
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Hi , I am 19 years old and weight 122 pounds. & im 5'8. Ive been trying to gain weight , but it hasnt been working for me. I used to weight 165 when i was 16 , and now at 19 i weight 122 , sad. I dropped around 45lbs in less than 1 month , i think the cause of that was "major" depression. Ever since then ive been smoking marijuana practically every day , about 4 joins a day and ive also been drinking for about a year now, about two to three 24oz beers a day. Its been causing real bad effects on my life , i dont exercize anymore , i barely eat ( & drink on empty stomach alot) , i sit at home 90% of the day on the computer smoking ciggarettes (about 1 - 1 1/2 packs a day) & drinking & smoking weed. I'm not a permanent resident "YET" , so i cant technically get into rehab , or get a job ( i dont have social security # ) . I have no medical insurance either. I havent checked up with a doctor for over a year n half now due to that. And btw , i do "TRY" eating , but for some reason if i dont like some kind of food , i lose my appetite and light up a ciggarette instead. Its wierd , and ive tried eating different things , but it just happens too much. If anyone has some advice for me , or has anything to tell me on how i can get my life better together at this point ,or how i can gain weight , that would be very nice .