How can i forget about our history?Why does this still hurt?

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were both 16 we split in July and i treated her very well and she broke my heart and screwed with my head and did things on purpose to get a rise out of me. And used me as a fallback guy for the 1st 5 months after splitting up and she hasn't contacted me since Jan

and she tried to use me as a rebound and her and her friend said things to get a rise outta me when i walked 2 hours to see her and that's what i get??And she said i was an *******??i guess because i didn't give her what she wanted. And she said she has been thinking of me a lot lately and wanted to hang out and fool around but said she doesn't want a relationship ans to not tell anyone and i shouldn't expect anything more. And i said"i don't trust you and your screwing with my head" and she said
"OMG you know it hurts me to know that you don't trust me" . Anyway she kept saying no i cant today i cant today either and then when she heard i was with other girls (we weren't dating)she tells me to **** off and say's i lie to her??? And she said she DID wanna see me actually and that she's hurt. And that SHE deserves better??the day she leaves to Mexico she says all that and turns to her friends and makes herself look like a victim and that pisses me off but this happened in Dec. And my brother said she stepped into her own mess that she made in the first place b breaking my heart in July and playing head games.Is he right???.........................and our anniversary of us getting together is in mid April and it'll be hard for me but do you think she'll remember that it was that day since i was her 1st love and her longest relationship...or think of me at least??

we dont go to the same school and i slept with 4 girls that go to her school
and 2 months after we split i lost my virginity to a girl she knew and its april now and its around the time we first met and and in a week is gonna be the day we go
 
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