Hi guys I'm a 19 year old male and I need you to figure something out for me. OK. I'll cut to the chase, I like girls, I like guys, I've always liked girls, but I only liked guys since I was like 13 or 14.
I can masturbate with both heterosexual and gay porn. But if I have to masturbate without porn (i.e. with my imagination) I always tend to think about gay porn (which was not the case when I was younger than 15 years old, which at the time I had never masturbated thinking about guys, always girls).
I really hate myself after finishing masturbating with gay porn, I feel really bad.
I never had a girlfriend or a boyfriend, but I've kissed both.
Is there any way of definitively proving if I'm a repressed homosexual, a bisexual or just a confused straight guy that just needs to get a girl? Is there anyone who has been in the same situation as me and can tell me his/her (preferably his) experience??
Thanks a lot.
PS: Religious extremists (i.e. christians who are going to stand on principle and say that homosexuality is evil) please don't answer in this post, you are not helping, and I will get mad.
I can masturbate with both heterosexual and gay porn. But if I have to masturbate without porn (i.e. with my imagination) I always tend to think about gay porn (which was not the case when I was younger than 15 years old, which at the time I had never masturbated thinking about guys, always girls).
I really hate myself after finishing masturbating with gay porn, I feel really bad.
I never had a girlfriend or a boyfriend, but I've kissed both.
Is there any way of definitively proving if I'm a repressed homosexual, a bisexual or just a confused straight guy that just needs to get a girl? Is there anyone who has been in the same situation as me and can tell me his/her (preferably his) experience??
Thanks a lot.
PS: Religious extremists (i.e. christians who are going to stand on principle and say that homosexuality is evil) please don't answer in this post, you are not helping, and I will get mad.