So sorry about Talking so much but i really need help.
Here's what I ate today:
Breakfast-
3/4 cup bran flakes(90)
1/2 cup Soy milk(40)
1 apple(65)
Lunch-
Sweet potato(52)
Dinner-
1 cup cheerios(100)
1 banana(100)
1/2 cup soy milk(40)
Snacks-
2 oranges(90)
Salad(64)
This is what I eat just about everyday. Not the same thing, but the same amount of calories. I never eat more than 800 calories, and I'm sick and tired of counting calories to everything I eat.
I'm only fourteen, why am I so obsessed about this? I weigh 88.4 pounds, I just weighed myself. I'm 5'2. My bmi says I'm underweight but I can't help but think I'm still fat.
You can see my rib bones, and my arms are getting very tiny.
Here's where my problem started;
May 2, 2010 I started being a vegetarian. I was 13, 5'1, and weighed 128 pounds. All summer I worked out every morning, execpt on the weekends.
Then in august when I got my physical I weighed 105 pounds, and got so many compliments on how much weight I lost, how great i looked, and began feeling great about myself.
Sometime in September I found out about calories, and found a calorie counter app on my iPhone. I started counting calories and didn't know how much I was supposed to get in a day so I began limiting to 1,000. Thinking 1,000 is a Lot of calories I lowered to 900, then in October 800, November 800, december 750.
My family members began worried about my weight and how I looked so they talked to me about it, well argued. They told me about anorexia and bulimia. I was interested about it and began googling. Anorexia seemed to describe me in a way. I had almost every single symptom. From being calorie and excersise obsessed to distorted body images.
I had my last *.* in October. Since losing your *.* is also a sign of anorexia, I'm getting very concerned. I know eating less than 1,200 or so calories is extremely dangerous, but I can't help it. QUESTION--Is there anything I can do to get rid of this "disease"?
Here's what I ate today:
Breakfast-
3/4 cup bran flakes(90)
1/2 cup Soy milk(40)
1 apple(65)
Lunch-
Sweet potato(52)
Dinner-
1 cup cheerios(100)
1 banana(100)
1/2 cup soy milk(40)
Snacks-
2 oranges(90)
Salad(64)
This is what I eat just about everyday. Not the same thing, but the same amount of calories. I never eat more than 800 calories, and I'm sick and tired of counting calories to everything I eat.
I'm only fourteen, why am I so obsessed about this? I weigh 88.4 pounds, I just weighed myself. I'm 5'2. My bmi says I'm underweight but I can't help but think I'm still fat.
You can see my rib bones, and my arms are getting very tiny.
Here's where my problem started;
May 2, 2010 I started being a vegetarian. I was 13, 5'1, and weighed 128 pounds. All summer I worked out every morning, execpt on the weekends.
Then in august when I got my physical I weighed 105 pounds, and got so many compliments on how much weight I lost, how great i looked, and began feeling great about myself.
Sometime in September I found out about calories, and found a calorie counter app on my iPhone. I started counting calories and didn't know how much I was supposed to get in a day so I began limiting to 1,000. Thinking 1,000 is a Lot of calories I lowered to 900, then in October 800, November 800, december 750.
My family members began worried about my weight and how I looked so they talked to me about it, well argued. They told me about anorexia and bulimia. I was interested about it and began googling. Anorexia seemed to describe me in a way. I had almost every single symptom. From being calorie and excersise obsessed to distorted body images.
I had my last *.* in October. Since losing your *.* is also a sign of anorexia, I'm getting very concerned. I know eating less than 1,200 or so calories is extremely dangerous, but I can't help it. QUESTION--Is there anything I can do to get rid of this "disease"?