I moved not too long ago, and I haven't handled it well. I never gave my new city a chance so I was unhappy from the very beginning. When I began school though, I honestly DID try very hard to make friends, I wanted to be happy again. Well I haven't made many friends in my new school (only 2) and neither actually knows me very well. I can't stop thinking about my family and friends I left behind, they are on my mind constantly. I keep crying all the time because I hate it so much here. I sort of feel...lifeless. When I'm not crying, I'm numb, I'm just a shadow in the background. No one notices me or really cares. It's been 3 months and I'm starting to worry about my health now, clearly this behavior isn't healthy. I need to get over this and be happy again. But it sort of feels impossible. I keep trying to make things better, but nothing seems to work. I wouldn't say I'm depressed exactly. I really want to be happy again.
thanks for the tips, however "home" is 2,000 miles away :/
thanks for the tips, however "home" is 2,000 miles away :/