In late november my gf of almost 2 years dumped me in whats gotta be the most selfish, hurtful, sIuttiest ways possible. It took me a shit load of alcohol,some close friends, dealing with people i hate, 2 attempts of killing myself, being checked into a hospital, and a shit load of anxiety attacks and panic attacks that almost literally killed me to fucking get over it. I went through what everyone does, the stages. I got rid of everything, and surrounded myself with friends. And i never thought i'd feel better or be happy again. But slowly i started to become happy, enjoying the things i used to, changing alot about my life, gave up old unhealthy habits, lost weight, did more things with people, starting training for my college program in sept.
Recently my friend got me hooked on the tv show How i met your mother, some funny stuff i really got into it, watched so many episodes and just loved it. Until now, in season 2 there is a bad breakup between 2 characters, where the female really broke the guys heart and basically screwed him over, which is almost identical to my breakup but with names, places etc changed. And this really seemed to bring everything back, i don't want it too, I have gone weeks without thinking about her, or feeling bad or sad when i did.
What the heck does this happen? How can a tv show cause this to me, honestly its ridicules.
What is wrong with me?
Recently my friend got me hooked on the tv show How i met your mother, some funny stuff i really got into it, watched so many episodes and just loved it. Until now, in season 2 there is a bad breakup between 2 characters, where the female really broke the guys heart and basically screwed him over, which is almost identical to my breakup but with names, places etc changed. And this really seemed to bring everything back, i don't want it too, I have gone weeks without thinking about her, or feeling bad or sad when i did.
What the heck does this happen? How can a tv show cause this to me, honestly its ridicules.
What is wrong with me?