Pumpkin Soup
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hey people, I'm confused about my sexuality. I think i like guys emotionally and like girls sexually. I'm a girl btw, 14 years of age.
anyway, when i masturbate i watch lesbian porn. I only like tribbing and other stuff grosses me out (like close ups of the vagina and stuff ewww) kissing turns me on a little too. I sometimes watch straight and gay porn, but it dosent turn me on, I just like it.
I think guys are absolutely great, i just love them so much and always visualize myself falling in love with a guy and having children and stuff. I sometimes fantasize about sex with guys, it dosent turn me on though, like I said before, i just like fantasizing about it.
I've only had crushes on guys too but I haven't had a crush in 2 years for some reason.
hmm wat else.....
I have had dreams of having sex with guys and it felt as if i could feel it, it felt good.
i remember having a dream of masturbating in front of my friend (a girl)
umm....
yeah so if I like guys emotionally and like girls sexually how on earth would it work if I were to be in a relationship with someone?
if i fall in love with a guy wouldnt that mean I wouldn't want to have sex with him?
and if im just with a girl for lust than the girl would be heartbroken and stuff u know?
im really confused and dont want to be a lesbian, bisexuality is fine but like i said emotionally attracted to guys and sexually attracted to girls just makes no fucking sense.
please help me
thankyou...
anyway, when i masturbate i watch lesbian porn. I only like tribbing and other stuff grosses me out (like close ups of the vagina and stuff ewww) kissing turns me on a little too. I sometimes watch straight and gay porn, but it dosent turn me on, I just like it.
I think guys are absolutely great, i just love them so much and always visualize myself falling in love with a guy and having children and stuff. I sometimes fantasize about sex with guys, it dosent turn me on though, like I said before, i just like fantasizing about it.
I've only had crushes on guys too but I haven't had a crush in 2 years for some reason.
hmm wat else.....
I have had dreams of having sex with guys and it felt as if i could feel it, it felt good.
i remember having a dream of masturbating in front of my friend (a girl)
umm....
yeah so if I like guys emotionally and like girls sexually how on earth would it work if I were to be in a relationship with someone?
if i fall in love with a guy wouldnt that mean I wouldn't want to have sex with him?
and if im just with a girl for lust than the girl would be heartbroken and stuff u know?
im really confused and dont want to be a lesbian, bisexuality is fine but like i said emotionally attracted to guys and sexually attracted to girls just makes no fucking sense.
please help me
thankyou...