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...have bear with me??..? alright this girl and me were in love i guess and before she left to another country for vacation with her family we were seperated because we had a big fight an argument it got bad but i never hit her i would never hit a girl so i was holdin her so she cant leave to calm her down.. so i guess her family found out and yea we cant be together to start out with her dad didnt like me eather way...so she goes over there a virgin.. having had promised me that i kept it off for her.. but still i had her promise me that and she still cheated she let a dude take her virginity they did it 4 times.... so yeah of course if she liked me that is probably gone.. now its kind of hard to bear with this girl was pretty hot thats not why i was with her tho she was amazing with me and now everything we talk everyonce in a while she treats me like ****... but i guess she likes confidence.. i mean a few times i w as confident she was going along with it you know.. but anyways she says she has no feelings for me we talked last night and compleatly just sees me as a friend.. yea really hard for me knowing im in love and its probably the first love of my life... i have never been so close to a girl or so attracted to one and im 19 she turning 17 i just got out of high school.... so i dont know what to do...anyone i chill with all i thnk about is her.. and im still a virgin she didnt take it only cuz i kept it of... well some guy stole her now... i gues.. so those feelings for me really gone from that... and i asked her what really happened i know its the parents but she keeps insisting its that argument... which i doubt she did cry and all but i really doubt it...i found out shes a lier and that she has been saying bad stuff about me.. and i also found out she goes back to all her x's just to talk or we after she breaks up with one or we.. shes not a slut or wasnt.. i dono whats gna happen with her i also dono why im worried can i get some real advice on what to do... have i been removed from this girls heart.. seems like it... how do i move on... i spent 10 months with her.. its a killer i thought i was gna be with her..it hurts really bad what if she starts ******* how am i gna be with her later... i ont want her to come back to me and be used product liek that what if it ends up being im the only thing she can get you know.. idk... please help try to understand
and hey... i asked her to take my virginity a few weeks ago she said she would... now i asked her yesterday again and she.. said no she dont want to be a hoe...
... i want to give that part to her sine she already got my heart... idk help i could probably make it happen but idk... but then what if we get back together later and i find out she did it again uno.. so why not do it now.. before she like that uno..
did some things for the first time with like she didnt take my virginity it got close but i didnt wnt to happen i wanted her to stay good... so then she went and did it over there... so now.. it hurts even more idk...
and hey... i asked her to take my virginity a few weeks ago she said she would... now i asked her yesterday again and she.. said no she dont want to be a hoe...
... i want to give that part to her sine she already got my heart... idk help i could probably make it happen but idk... but then what if we get back together later and i find out she did it again uno.. so why not do it now.. before she like that uno.. did some things for the first time with like she didnt take my virginity it got close but i didnt wnt to happen i wanted her to stay good... so then she went and did it over there... so now.. it hurts even more idk...