help with suicide attempt?

[Scott S]

i really dont want to stay here anymore, all my parents do is yell at me and say that i just cost them money. i need a quick, painless way to die with household items. and dont give me any crap about how im just going through a fase or something like that, because ive felt like this since i was 6, and im 15 now. i really thought i would be remembered or something, but all my life has turned out to be so far is a bunch of failures and work that hasnt done a single thing for me at all. i really need a way to die fast... please help, every moment is another spent suffering...