Crazyfrogchick225
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I don't know if I am bi, Lesbian, or straight. I had a friends with benefits once who was a girl like 3 years ago. And I pushed that to the back of my mind after we were done with that, but I always thought some girls were cute and wanted to kiss some, but still liked guys. I dated 2 guys since the friends with benefits. One being abusive. And I met this girl. And there was something about her. And then she told me she was bi like the 1st time we talked and my stomach flipped. It took me some time but I kinda told her I was bi. Even tho I don't know if I am. I might like her. Shes so cute, and cool, and funny. And we are so alike. Shes makes me smile when I am with her. But I feel wrong...And bad...But...I don't know what I feel. Im so confused and lost!!! AND I DONT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW. She was the 1st person I ever told. And she told one guy but hes gay and hopefully won't tell anyone. But I am christian...Isn't that like a sin. Isn't this wrong? I just want to be normal and like just guys...but I might like both. IDK! Im so lost...I just wanna push it to the back of my mind again so my friends and family wont find out and hate me more. I am trying to push this all away from me and focus on a guy I like....But its not working..Ugh. AHH!! :/