yesterday my bf pick me up
but i ask him for taking ma sis somewhere
but he said no so i said i wasn't going with him anywhere
idk i just like dont my sister walking around by herself and
there just another reason either i get scare for her
and dis moring he was saying that idc for him and
that i was fucking retarded as sh**
and saying how my friends said that i sleep with every bf
which is not true becuz
one i kno my friends won't sell me out like that
and two i havent slelpt with every bf
i would have slept with like over 40 guys by now
which is nasty
and sunday he called me
and i told him i wud call him back in 15 and he was like who you with
i told him my dad becuz i WAS with my dad
and i thought he hung up the fone
but he was STILL on the line
and dis moring he was like your a liar you werent with your dad that one day
i was like WTF!
and he also told me that my friends said that i was a liar which is not true
i really liked him but after what he said to me this moring
it really hurt my feelings
he told me he can't trust me
and i didnt do anything to lose his trust
and he was called me a "effing retard"
like i never let anyone talk to me like that EVER
i would slap the sh*t out of a guy or hang up and never talk to him again
but i guess i kinda let him becuz he was rite
he called me immature and young and i was using him
i mean im not gonna lie he was right about certain parts but not everything
i NEVER lied to him and i really am TRYING to be with him
i mean i never had a decent relationship
and he is a good guy but this moring was like WOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWW
i was shock
it wasn't him
and i never said i love you to a guy since like 8th grade
but of course i didnt mean it wen i was younger
but now i actually started to believe that i did love him
and wen i do he comes with this bull
it hurts
like i seriously dont know wat to do
i never cried for a guy but this moring i did
i tried to eat but all the food well lets just say it came rite up from where it enter
my chest hurts
and it even hurts to breath
my friends notice that there was something wrong but i just smile
and told them i was fine
they know im a hard headed person
and i dont cry for no one
its not me
i felt like a hypocrite this moring becuz everything i told my friends i wud never let a guy do to me
happen this moring
he told me i walk all over him but he walk all over me this moring
hurting me like that...all i can think about is him
and all i wanna do is prove to him that i eally can be that person he wants to be with
but i dont know anymore...should i even consider staying with him? espically after he talked to me like that...?? is it worth it? i mean like d*mn.
and o0o yea his best friends's wife said that i was fake and just tryna play with him...which is like WTF!
im not you want to see me play him
ill show you a girl trying to play him
and im not fake...i dont know if i came across that way but im really not
im not tryna mess things up with him..he a real good person not man but person
and i don't know he says he cares about me but would you ever talk to person you cared about like that...even if your leaving them?? like trying to ruin them??
its really messed up nut i dont know what to do.....
im so conflicted HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
but i ask him for taking ma sis somewhere
but he said no so i said i wasn't going with him anywhere
idk i just like dont my sister walking around by herself and
there just another reason either i get scare for her
and dis moring he was saying that idc for him and
that i was fucking retarded as sh**
and saying how my friends said that i sleep with every bf
which is not true becuz
one i kno my friends won't sell me out like that
and two i havent slelpt with every bf
i would have slept with like over 40 guys by now
which is nasty
and sunday he called me
and i told him i wud call him back in 15 and he was like who you with
i told him my dad becuz i WAS with my dad
and i thought he hung up the fone
but he was STILL on the line
and dis moring he was like your a liar you werent with your dad that one day
i was like WTF!
and he also told me that my friends said that i was a liar which is not true
i really liked him but after what he said to me this moring
it really hurt my feelings
he told me he can't trust me
and i didnt do anything to lose his trust
and he was called me a "effing retard"
like i never let anyone talk to me like that EVER
i would slap the sh*t out of a guy or hang up and never talk to him again
but i guess i kinda let him becuz he was rite
he called me immature and young and i was using him
i mean im not gonna lie he was right about certain parts but not everything
i NEVER lied to him and i really am TRYING to be with him
i mean i never had a decent relationship
and he is a good guy but this moring was like WOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWW
i was shock
it wasn't him
and i never said i love you to a guy since like 8th grade
but of course i didnt mean it wen i was younger
but now i actually started to believe that i did love him
and wen i do he comes with this bull
it hurts
like i seriously dont know wat to do
i never cried for a guy but this moring i did
i tried to eat but all the food well lets just say it came rite up from where it enter
my chest hurts
and it even hurts to breath
my friends notice that there was something wrong but i just smile
and told them i was fine
they know im a hard headed person
and i dont cry for no one
its not me
i felt like a hypocrite this moring becuz everything i told my friends i wud never let a guy do to me
happen this moring
he told me i walk all over him but he walk all over me this moring
hurting me like that...all i can think about is him
and all i wanna do is prove to him that i eally can be that person he wants to be with
but i dont know anymore...should i even consider staying with him? espically after he talked to me like that...?? is it worth it? i mean like d*mn.
and o0o yea his best friends's wife said that i was fake and just tryna play with him...which is like WTF!
im not you want to see me play him
ill show you a girl trying to play him
and im not fake...i dont know if i came across that way but im really not
im not tryna mess things up with him..he a real good person not man but person
and i don't know he says he cares about me but would you ever talk to person you cared about like that...even if your leaving them?? like trying to ruin them??
its really messed up nut i dont know what to do.....
im so conflicted HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP